My boyfriend Gianni Passakos hits me, degrades me. He has verbally and physically hurt me. He is out of control. He is one of the most agriest people I have ever encountered. I hate myself for staying with him. He threatens me when I try to leave but I am weak. I hate him for taking advantage of me and for hurting me
Everything under the blue moon that could piss god off…………
uh lets see……….I still kinda think god is a goody goody. I fantasize about hell, I like pain torture and torment, I prefer music that actually hurts my ears, I like the pain. And the music I like to listen to is soulishly painful. I also fantasize about being attacked by a serial killer, and being able to go apeshit on said serial killer in “self defense” the sick sadistic things I would do in “self defense” I would enjoy much. I wish I stole my families car as a kid and crashed it into something, I’m currently jealous of a 5 year old out there hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaah. hahahahaahahahahahahahahahaa uhhh I prefer the darkness, the blackest of all demonic hells! I uh have a continual uh thing for satan. But uh I’m all staying away from the dark right now. I’d like to be a lesbian, I’d like to participate in orgies. Somedays I’d just like to ………………………..at least with my husband I uh………………………………….and he’s sick like me so. Is this how catholics confess hahahahahahahahahahahahah this would be so much funner, if I was at a real confessional, course I’d have to hand the priest a beer first : ) hahahahahahahahahahaah I like annoying the crap out of the world. ummmmmmmm ya…………currently doing the good, gotta please god the goody goody. so busted I know. Oh and somedays I wish I was in jail, most people like wouldn’t want jail due to fights and being all raped n’stuff – ya that stuff actually seems delightful to me. Yep got it all off my chest that’ll do it : )